Hi, initially wanted to make {illustrate-thyheart} my private blog fr a period of time.
Things happened so quickly...
so much things.
Tried my best to keep lots of things to myself, though still spilled most of it out.
Most prolly cause hiding something that only you yrself know is so tiring and difficult.
What can i do?
Finds a place to spill everything out. Best way huh.
Aye, so many things made me unhappy this week.
Alot, rlly.
Really unhappy at the way some ppl handle things.
Really unhappy the way god treat us.
Really really unhappy.
Firstly,
I am sick.
Zzz. But well, i'm okay now.
My immune system is gd okay. (Y).
Fever, nausea, sore throat, phlegm, body vibrate, headache.
Aye, not funny. Cuz its 18pills a day.
But at least the antibiotic is capsule not tablet:D
Nvr went fr saturday cca, mc.
Quite sad. Cuz i am starting to like the new instructor huh.
But still, YanYu laoshi FTW!~
I hope to regain my appetite in this few days.
Sigh.
Secondly,
I am angry. Or confuse or whatever.
Aye, i dont like the mindset of being pushed ard. Be it friends or relationship or joke.
Stop it huh.
This bunch of Dunearn guys, fkingly irritating.
One moment, rumours come spreading ard that brother bear like me. Whoo, and they start physco-ing me to like him.
Cool, and to be truthful, i did. :@
Text like 150+ msg perday. Not funny, my bill bomb within like less than a week.-.-
K, and after like 4 days? That teddy guy come attitude me.
Frget it.
Next moment, another guy come texting me.
Ignatius-.-
Why he have my number? That teddy guy give. Aye, funny.
Immediately that evening, brother bear ask me i like ignatius anot, then not waiting fr my answer, say ("you like ignatius huh? Thats too fast")
Aye, dont take me as such girls. Cause i aint. :@
Next morning, Ignatius ask me, ("you like teddy ah?)
HI?! NOT FUNNY. Fks.
Then i was like wtf?
Merely made a comment to jc that 'Is teddy fcked up this week?'
She says, "he has something on this week, not his fault. Actually is his fault"
So what you talking?
she say again "dont know so much things better"
Aft that she tells hilda "This is not in what they are planning huh"
I dont like so much question marks.
Knowing nothing is okay, but when you know something, but dont know why it is like that, it hurts.
Now they are telling me that teddy is jioing one girl like the 7th plus to 8th month.
Hey, not funny.
In the first place, i shouldnt have known those dunearn guys.
I rather be like jieling, knowing nothing about the rules of the games.
I hate the way i feel now.
Thinking of what is happening to that brother bear. NO. Fk.
He's not my type, didnt i said that?
I hate myself.
Thirdly,
Sister called me says mummy admitted to hospital.
One moment i was shouting at her cause i short temper(cuz was sick).
Next moment? She's in hospital.
Suspect cancer, need operation.
I hate god.
I am not a gd daughter, i know.
But i rlly love my mummy.
Hope everything will be okay.
I'd rather i give away everything now to let her operation be 100% successful
She doesnt want me to know her condition now.
But when i acc her to hospital, i shall know huh?
Aye, i shall emo whole day at sch tmr-.-
I am so gonna stop sms-ing that brother ignatius and brother bear. :@